Moving ahead in life

It’s been what… more than 20 years I’ve lived this life and still I’m living it. Moving on in life each day I struggle for survival, I learn new things from the mistakes that I did and at the time I go to bed I go to sleep hoping that the next day is going to be the better day. Each day I lived was different than the previous. Some days passed so quickly….just like that, while others took years to pass. And from each day I’ve lived I’ve learnt that I should move on in life. If I am slow I will miss my life...

The devil inside me

I just had a tragedy. The girl I loved sad “Yes” to some other guy. She looks very happy nowadays. May be she wasn’t meant for me. So my question is, “Should I be happy for her?” ‘coz isn’t love all about sacrifice and letting the one you love, live a happy life….at least that’s what everyone thinks. But, shouldn’t I be sad for myself? Shouldn’t I care for myself when there is no one to care for me? Why should I think of her when she didn’t even shed few tears for me? Why shouldn’t I fight back for my love? I ain’t a coward and I still have a year left to complete my studies. After that, I’ll rethink.

My new theories

Now I know that I had been after love so much that I had forgotten to live. I wasn't acting like I used to...in fact I wasn't a same person that I used to be. I had transformed or say mutated to some other creature that knew nothing except LOVE and wants nothing except LOVE. The new me is born now and I have my new theories with me. For new me LOVE's just an abstract word and nothing more than that and when one LOVE is gone you surely find someone other because you've got eyes and there are lots of beautiful girls walking around ..... and if you are blind then that's not my problem.

This season's prediction

NBA is one of the most popular leagues in USA and it’s a pretty tough one too. It’s hard to predict who’s going to be the next NBA champion ‘coz a team may be the best during league but at the playoffs time may not perform to their level best. Another reason behind a team’s loss is the injuries to the key players. Well, nothing is certain. Injuries may occur anytime during the match or even outside (remember an incident few years back, Paul Pierce of Boston Celtics was struck by a knife while coming out of a bar). Last season’s champions Miami Heat were also this season’s favorites until the injury to their start player Dwyane Wade. Even after his return at playoffs, his performance will be questioned at. Personally, I think Detroit Pistons are the strongest and the most balanced team in the league right now and this season they have more chance of taking the championship trophy than any other team.

A lesson to take from Lil' Bow Wow

Lil' Bow Wow, just look at him... he's just a kid and how look much he's earning - in millions??? And me, I haven't earned a penny in my life and what am I doing??? nothing playing, gossping, smoking my life away in hell. But what can I do....what can I ever do.... except asking everybody the same question "What can I do?" Even if anybody has the answer why would s/he would be interested in answering me. I have to find the answer within me, everybody is alone in this world... it's a jungle out there and one has to do whatever necessary to survive.

Still in 60's

What are we in….21st century ??? Technology has raised it’s bar so high that people are planning to go on moon for their honeymoon. Still some people are living a 60’s life. For those folks, my suggestion is “Go get a time machine and transport yourself to your time”. I mean who gives out letter to propose a girl nowadays. Feelings can’t be written down. Hell!!! it can’t be even expressed. It can only be felt … and that’s why it’s called feeling, ‘coz it’s felt. If we feel ashamed for their feelings then the person is useless, s/he don’t deserve anything. Some people may disagree with my view and may try to strangle me to death but I don’t give a damn. I’m not ashamed of what I feel and I will shout it out loud “60’s suck so those folks go to hell.”

Sitting behind her

She is my classmate and most of the time I used to sit behind her, sometimes a few benches back also. Not that close, but we were friends… at least. I always used to look at her and try to find reasons to talk to her. Then, I proposed her and unfortunate for me she said “No”. Still I sit few benches behind her …nothing has changed except that now I don’t speak to her. I don’t even look at her. I wanted to find love for me in her and I lost a friend. Now, I am afraid that if I speak to her or even look at her for a while I may fall in love with her again and I don’t want it to happen because now I know that she loves someone else. It’s painful but it’s the truth, she will never be mine.